My Identity 12 July 2021: The Episode starts with Mitali saying I want to know everything. Neil asks why is your Jaan didi like this, does she not like meeting people or is she not beautiful. Mowgli says she is beautiful like a moon, I told her I will marry her, I m cute. Neil says for me, someone else is most beautiful. Mowgli asks really. Neil says I will show her pic, you show your beautiful’s pic. Mowgli says she doesn’t get her pics clicked. Neil thinks she maintains a low profile.
Mitali says you did this to save Neil’s family, how did you get so much courage. Avni says they are my family too, one manages to get courage for family, when did Neil resign from police force. Mitali says after getting Vidyut punished, Neil said his dream of police career got fulfilled, he promised he will always be happy, so that when his Avni sees him, he appears happy, he did it for you, tell me the truth, you are not doing this by someone’s pressure right, how can you just….tell me, I will help you, I promise.
Avni recalls Vidyut and says no, I m doing this for the sake of my mum, family and Neil. Mitali says but you know how lonely you made Neil, he is living with your memories, do you even know that. Avni says I m also living such, we both will have to live with incomplete memories, Avni is dead, I can’t come out because of Vidyut, Neil has his lovely family, DD, you, he will overcome his sorrow one day. Mitali says he mentions your name all the time, why are you punishing him and yourself.
Avni says I have these kids with me, they give me strength to live, as a friend, tell me, if I m not a part of Neil’s life, isn’t it wrong, if I go back in Neil’s life, Vidyut will come back, Neil will be more happy without me, its tough for you to hide this from him, but please I request you think well before taking any decision. Mitali nods.Samrat asks everyone to write their wishes for Saisha. Neil talks to Samrat. He sits and says there are more two hours for surprise. Director says where is KK, I told him scene’s demands.
Heroine calls KK unprofessional. Saisha says KK is perfectionist, he was perfecting the scene. KK says sorry director to waste time, don’t be sad, I have ordered cupcakes and pastries, forgive me, and thanks, I owe you a cup of coffee, lets shoot. Tara asks Saisha what did she tell KK. Saisha says nothing, we just rehearsed a scene. KK signs Saisha. Tara says he likes you. Sitara asks is he having a problem that you are here, if he falls in love with you then…. KK winks to Saisha.
Mowgli says I will shout surprise. Samrat says we will do flower shower on her. Neil gets some diary. Mitali thinks of Avni. Neil reads the diary and thinks their Jaan didi typed everything instead writing, maybe she wants to hide handwriting and identity. Avni says please Mitali, don’t say anything to Neil. Saisha asks shall me meet tomorrow after the shoot. KK says I m avoiding the social media. Neil says I will give a lesson about birthday surprise. Mitali comes and sees Neil.
She thinks of Avni’s words. Mitali says we have to leave, call Neil, actually Prakash is unwell. Avni recalls Mishti and says you came in my life like a storm and didn’t change till now. Lights go. Mitali asks Saisha to relax. Saisha asks is anyone here. Everyone surprises her. Saisha says I feel you are like family. Neil says you can say now that you can take your own decisions, congrats you are 18, blow the candle, make a wish. Mishti hugs him. Avni looks on.Mitali thinks to take Neil away.
Shweta comes and says its me. DD asks how come you are here. She says you didn’t tell me about Neil, so I had to come. She asks Neil to hug his mum. She hugs Neil and asks don’t you care for me, what’s this decorations, happy birthday. Saisha says its my birthday. Shweta hugs her and wishes. She asks her to cut the cake. Saisha says my wish is for the one who started this orphanage, our jaan didi, she has suffered all her life, she pretends to be happy in front of us, I wish she finds a genuine reason to stay happy. They all clap and sing.
Saisha cuts the cake and feeds everyone. Avni recalls Vidyut’s words. Tara asks are you fine. Avni says no, I knew I will fall weak when Neil comes in front of me, Shweta was here, I felt like hugging her but I can’t. She cries. She says I can’t fall weak, none’s life will get spoiled because of me, I love them and can’t enter their lives again, we have to return this cheque to them, there won’t be any shooting here. Shweta says I m happy seeing Neil’s happiness and want to know the reason.
DD asks why did you leave Prakash alone, he is unwell. Shweta says he is fine. Mitali says actually…. Shweta says he has stolen laddoos and ate, so he got indigestion. Neil says I want to spend more time here. She says I want to know why. Neil smiles. Mitali thinks to take Neil away.Avni asking Samrat what is he doing. He says its unidentified letter, we shouldn’t touch this, it can have Anthrax too, it will affect lungs and skin. She says this can’t have it, trust me, no one wants to remember us.
He asks her to atleast wear gloves. She wears gloves. She reads the letter. She reads you saw a new hope in these children, so you forgot illegitimate children like you don’t get a clean good life, you want to make a life with them, I will destroy you and them. She gets tensed. Samrat plays the DVD. They see a goon apologizing to some woman. Avni thinks if Dayaben alive. Samrat reads the letter and asks what happened, are you okay, why do they want to scare us.
She says promise me, you won’t tell anyone till we know who are they. He says I promise, I think this is dangerous than those goons, any enemy, who hates us so much. She says don’t know, we will have to tell Mitali, she will help us, we have to keep everyone safe. He agrees.Shweta says I m seeing your smile reaching your eyes after such a long time. Neil asks how do you get these filmi lines. She says I like Mitali a lot, her good behavior compensates everything, Prakash likes her, Bebe will do some drama, but after marriage…
He asks how can you think this, I can’t love anyone else, I can’t remarry, Mitali and I are just good friends. She says I m your mum, and know when you are happy or sad, after ten years, I saw happiness on your face, since you came here, you changed, I want to know who is she. He says I just know I m happy after coming here. She says fine, we will go for sightseeing. He says okay but first I need to go for a shower. He goes. He gets a diary from his bag and goes to washroom.
Shweta talks to Prakash and asks him not to worry, Neil is with her, have medicines on time. Neil starts the shower. He says I don’t work in police force now, but I didn’t change my habits, I m peeking in other’s stuff and hidden emotions, this diary can tell me about Nilanjana, I caught up Ananya’s lie and helped her, maybe I unknowingly help this Jaan didi. Mitali asks Avni is she confident that her secret is safe. Avni says yes, I know, just Tara, Sitara, Sunehri and you know this truth, I can’t even hire a lawyer.
Mitali says don’t worry, I will find out who has sent this DVD and letter. Neil reads the diary… Avni writes she can’t look back and have to move on to give a good life to these illegitimate kids, she wishes to why her past and present can’t be together. Neil thinks what did this girl leave behind. Mitali asks Avni not to worry. Avni writes its tough to see love in pain, sometimes its necessary to make someone cry to make someone smile. Neil says from whom is she running away, what is she hiding.
Shweta says I want to know who is it because of whom Neil is happy. KK says these are the girls who were around Neil, except Nilanjana, she is Saisha’s mom, she doesn’t like getting pics clicked, she is amazing, what a voice, she sings so well, she runs orphanage alone, she is from a big house but very grounded. She asks if she is rich, why did she give the place for shooting. KK says none can refuse to my offer. She says I don’t like Neil and Nilanjana together.
He says no way, her husband is a cop in Mumbai. She asks surname. KK says don’t know, I didn’t ask. She asks DD to find about Nilanjana and her husband.Avni says shoot won’t happen here now. Saisha says KK has an amazing family, his dad is a producer, his mum is from an elite family, I don’t know about my family, my parents… Avni recalls Juhi and Vidyut. Saisha asks Avni can she show the record book. She says I want to see my parents book, just curious to know.
Avni says parents’ name doesn’t matter, your work will make your identity. Saisha says I know, but it looks odd when someone asks us and we have nothing to reply. Avni says it doesn’t matter, let people say anything, its your 18th birthday, enjoy your day. Saisha says you keep yourself locked in room, but I m a social creature, I want to know the answers about my family, what’s my parents’ name, my surname, I should know, you can never know this. Avni thinks I can understand what you are going through.
KK asks Saisha is everything fine. She says I m fine. He gifts her a chain. She says wow, its beautiful, I can’t accept this. He says don’t say its expensive, emotion matters here, not price, I will make you wear this. He makes her wear it. She smiles. She says I just loved it. He says if you really love it, I should get a return gift. She asks what do you want. He says you are my real superstar, so can I get an autograph. He forwards his hand. She smiles and writes Saisha.
He asks that’s it, I mean your full name please, come on, I m waiting. She sees a newspaper kept there and reads news. She writes Khanna… She says so wish you a very happy birthday superstar Saisha Khanna. He hugs her. Neil calls and talks like some kid. He asks for Mowgli. Tara asks who is it. Mowgli takes the phone and says its my friend’s call. Neil asks how are you, its time to fulfill your promise, won’t you make me meet Nilanjana. Mowgli says come home, I will take you to Nilanjana, Samrat isn’t at home, come soon buddy.Neil thinks you can’t hide anymore, I m coming to meet you.