My Identity 30 May 2021: Neil getting close to Avni. She gets back. They sit and talk. She says I can understand what you went through knowing Juhi and I went to market. He says I was scared that Vidyut can see you two. She says Vidyut can’t be out for much time, Neela told me that we should share everything, but without hurting everything. He agrees. She says we should not get angry. He says we will fight in private, it was my mistake, Juhi came to me and said I should not be annoyed. She asks did Juhi say. He says yes, she said I should talk to you once. She leaves his hand.
He asks what happened, you said we can share everything. She says I don’t want to say anything. She goes. He says why does she always say incomplete thing. Juhi asks Mishti to have milk, as she fulfilled the promise.Mishti runs. Juhi says I will punish you. Mishti says no Sir, don’t lock me in room. Juhi says no Mishti. Shweta scolds Juhi. Juhi says I was not scaring her, I was telling her so that she drinks milk. Shweta takes Mishti with her. Neela says the children who got pain and fear than love in childhood, its not easy to deal with them, when Avni came in my life, I just knew I love her a lot and I can do anything for her. Juhi says the relation between Mishti and Avni is very strong, I don’t think she will love me as Avni. Neela says make your own place, you have to take her where Avni is not there. Juhi asks what do you mean.
Shweta says I will explain, Avni and Neil take care of you and Mishti, but they also have a life, they are a married couple, they always think for you, they will have children, think how will you feel at that time, you are going Canada, you can go tonight. Neela says but… Shweta says I m saying right. Juhi says yes, but how will I manage. Neela says we will help you, we will make you and Mishti spend much time, this place is not safe for you. Juhi says but Neil and Avni won’t let me go. Shweta says because you didn’t show you can manage alone, you have to show you will raise Mishti alone and fulfill your responsibilities.Neil sees Avni angry. He takes the pillow back. She asks him to leave her. He says I won’t let you go over, till you tell me why are you hurt. She says you are ACP in your office. He says you know I don’t force you, why do you create a wall between us, why are you annoyed, you came to explain me, we should not hide thins, why are you behaving such. He goes. Prakash sees Neil sad and asks what happened, cold war again. Neil says hot war, its impossible to understand women, if we ask what happened, its silence.
Prakash says your problem is your wife is silent, my problem is my wife is never silent. He jokes. He gets coffee. Neil says I don’t want.Prakash asks him to try it, its made by him. Neil drinks coffee and smells it. He says coffee with whiskey. Prakash says its punjabi type coffee. Neil says I did mistake and said sorry, she also said sorry, then silence, why, if I ask, she asks me not to force. Prakash asks what’s the reason. Neil signs she is silent. Avni says I don’t want to become Aisha, my heart breaks, but Neil doesn’t hear the sound. She sees his pic and cries. She says I thought you wanted to say sorry on your own, but you said sorry as Juhi told you, I accepted Mishti as Neela accepted me, I m not Neela and Aisha, I can’t do this, I can accept Mishti, but not Juhi, you are just mine Neil.
Juhi gets her bag ready. She sees Mishti’s drawing of angel and superman. Shweta comes to her. Shweta says you are doing this by your wish and for Mishti, there is no way that she accepts you, you also want Mishti to accept you as mum, right? Juhi says fine I m ready. Shweta says you took right decision, I will explain Mishti, meet me outside house, Bebe, Neil and Avni shouldn’t know, Neela will arrange the car for you.Prakash says if you said sorry, why did you take Juhi’s name, Avni would have thought you said sorry on her saying. Neil says I didn’t understand this, you are great. Prakash says go now, all the best. Neil thanks him. Mishti looks on. She comes to Avni and says angel is sad, superman is also sad, Juhi didn’t complete promise. She cries. Avni sees her and asks what happened, why are you crying. Neil comes and asks what happened. Mishti says I saw a dream, a devil came and made angel and superman fight, who will protect me now. Avni says I will protect you, give me a hug. Mishti says I want superman’s hug together. Neil signs Avni. Neil says we both will hug you, we promised angel and superman will always protect you.
They open arms to hug. Mishti gets down and away. Neil and Avni hug. Mishti says fight over, friendship starts. He runs and says I got angel and superman’s friendship done, Juhi failed, but you did it. Shweta says yes, Juhi made them fight, I have a surprise, we will go out, we won’t tell angel and superman.Avni asks Neil to leave her. He says Neela told you we shouldn’t hurt each other, I told sorry as I wanted to, no one forced me, I told Juhi I know what to do, I didn’t hide about Juhi, it doesn’t prove she told me to say sorry, do you really think I need any Juhi to know what to tell you, I know my past complications are taking our relation to different level, I told you before I m not Ashish, you are not Aisha, I got Mishti back because of you, not Juhi, I m able to face this complicated phase because you are with me. She apologizes. He holds her hand. Mana ke teri….plays…..He holds her face…. She goes away.
Neil holding Avni close. Dehleez pe mere dil ki….Haan sikha maine jeena jeena…..plays…. Shweta feeds milk to Mishti. Neil kisses Avni. They get close. Juhi cries seeing the doll. She packs the bag. Avni shies away. Neil sings the song. He says I want your support in every moment.Constable asks Gurumaa to have food. Gurumaa asks her to feed the dogs. Constable asks did you go mad. Gurumaa says listen to me, the story of Juhi, Ragini and her son, we gave a life and death to Meher, Neil gave a life and death to Juhi, and what did he get in return, that he is Mishti’s dad, Juhi you are alive, it means I m free now, wait for me. She laughs.Neil says our Suhaagraat didn’t happen, I mean that ghunghat, haldi glass and etc. She says don’t expect this from me. He says atleast for comic relief, get a milk glass for me, get shy and I will sing song. He covers her with ghunghat and does drama like old movie heroes. She smiles and says you got mad, I m already Mrs. Khanna. He says you have to be suhaagan like in tv serials, today Sajna will fill sindoor in your maang, I got mad,
Juhi goes to the gate. He says I read in Shastra, if wife’s maang is long, husband’s life is long. She falls on bed. Sindoor falls on her face. She sneezes. He asks are you fine. Neela calls Juhi. Juhi says I m waiting for Shweta and Mishti, where are you. Neela says sorry, I m not coming, Ali is coming to take you, but I m always with you. Juhi agrees. He sees the car coming and says maybe Ali has come. She keeps her bag in backseat. She says Shweta will get Mishti…. She gets shocked seeing Vidyut. He says you were dead right, I mean media said so, but you look alive. She cries.Neil says I will call doctor. She says I have allergy with colors, but this is sindoor, call Neela, she knows everything. Vidyut says Meher, don’t force me, just silently sit in the car, else I will tell everyone your truth. Neil comes at the window, but doesn’t see Juhi. Vidyut asks Juhi to sit in the car, else Neil, Avni and they have to discuss who is Mishti’s real dad, Neil or Vidyut. She sits in the car. He drives off. Neil calls Neela and tells about Avni’s allergy. She asks did she eat anything wrong. He says sindoor fell on her face.
She says give her curd. He asks what to do of curd. Avni says let it be, I will manage. Neil says she got annoyed. Neela says Neil and Avni are still awake, they can see Shweta and Juhi leaving.Shweta takes Mishti. She hides on seeing Avni. Neil says sorry, what did Neela say exactly, applying curd or eating it, go to room, I will get curd. Avni goes. Avni sneezes. She throws tissues. She sees the sindoor in dustbin and says how did this fall in dustbin, what was in sindoor box then. She checks the sindoor fallen on the floor. She says its color, did anyone put this in sindoor box intentionally.Vidyut laughs and says Meher, my darling, I m glad seeing you, you are alive for me, I booked entire cafe, tell me what will you have, you know I hate to hear no, fine give me your hand Juhi. He shouts. He gets a knife. She says no, please don’t do this. He says you know I like playing this game with you. He stabs between her fingers. She says leave me alone, what do you want. He says I don’t like crying kids and crying women, keep quiet. She says you are a cheap fallen person, leave me.
He asks what’s your problem, do you have psychological disorder, you have sent his ex BF and his wife to Goa to get my daughter, you lied to your ex BF that Mishti is his child, not fair.
He continues to hit the knife. She screams. He asks her not to cry. He says I don’t like weak people. She says fine I m weak, but I m better than you, just a devil can have such bad power. He says you learnt talking staying with ACP’s wife.Ali says Juhi was with you right. Shweta says yes, but now she is not inside. Vidyut says you are cheap, why did you lie to Neil, Mishti is my daughter, you can’t forget how she was born, you thought to use Mishti to get your love. She says just shut up, your mum said Neil will never get my daughter, he will never accept me, I just worried for my daughter, you and your mum won’t understand this, a woman should have motherly love, your mum is a devil, she doesn’t deserve to be called a mum. He angrily scolds her. He says my mum says right, women like you are a sin, your real place was in Rangmahal, you burnt the place, I can kill you right away, but you will get my mum released now, you know you can’t refuse to me, you can lie more.
She says yes I lied, I wanted to save my daughter from you, I m ashamed to call you my daughter’s father, you torture and threaten her, I accept you are Mishti’s father, but just blood is same, nothing else, you have never given her father’s love, then how did you become her father, I wanted to save you from your hell, so I lied to Neil and his family. He says you did good, you are a great mum and I m a cheap dad, if you don’t tell the world that your murder was a drama, I will tell everyone who is Mishti’s dad, then you will be out from Neil’s life and house forever. He leaves. Ali says where did Juhi go. Neela comes and asks Shweta where is Juhi. Shweta says she is not here. Ali calls Juhi and says she is not answering. Neela says she maybe in trouble, we should tell everything to Neil. Neil comes and asks what.