My identity 4 June 2021: The Episode starts with Avni asking Neil to come to senses. Juhi says great Avni has come to do drama. They see Mishti at the door. Mishti goes and hugs Neela. Neela asks what happened. Mishti says I don’t want to go anywhere, I want to stay with angel. Neela says we both love angel, so we can be friends, we will play a game, I will ask something, give an answer and then you can question me, fine, so tell me who taught you this word illegitimate and hitting a stone. Juhi comes and asks was one teacher less, that you also started teaching her, you are Avni’s mum, are you teaching her against me. Bebe comes and asks them to just stop it. She takes Mishti with her.
Avni prays at Aisha’s grave and cries. She recalls her childhood. She says Mishti is going on the same path, I m not able tostop her from becoming Ananya. She turns and says Neil its good you came. She gets shocked seeing Vidyut and asks him to get away from the grave. He says relax, sorry aunty. He says you know your eyes are very beautiful, as your eyes just speaks truth. She says so you can’t meet my eyes. He says good, give this medicines to Juhi, but you need medicines, she got hurt and you have wound on heart, she got a caring family, she has a girl and her father, whom do you have, ACP Neil? He is Maryada Purushottam, he will not leave that girl for you, own blood is own blood, you are an emotional fool to get sautan home, this relation is called Pati, Patni and Woh, I don’t need to say who is Woh, you are smart. Neela looks on. Avni says I can understand you are hurt by this feeling, a woman has failed you, I entered your house and got Mishti, you can’t bear defeat by a woman. He says yes, I don’t forget the wound given by a woman, you took Mishti from me, see what I snatch from you, I m saying this by meeting your eyes. He gives her an envelope and goes.
Avni comes home. She hears Neil telling DD that everyone took Mishti to park, its imp to take her care, handle it. Shweta plays with Mishti and says Bebe, when Mishti grows up, Mishti will become captain of women football team, are you still annoyed with me. Bebe says its not necessary that you are the reason for everything. Shweta says yes. Juhi goes to get balloons for Mishti. Shweta says Juhi is not like she appears. Juhi goes to Gurumaa. Gurumaa says Vidyut filled fear in Avni’s heart, you have to manage now. Juhi agrees to do anything. She says Neil still chants Avni’s name. Gurumaa says I taught you to woo men, when will you use your talent, go and do your work. Juhi gives balloon to Mishti. Bebe says you used to praise Juhi before. Shweta says you used to praise Avni before. The ladies see Mishti and say she is ACP’s daughter, his wife is someone else. They ask the kids not to play with Mishti. They laugh. Shweta scolds them. The lady asks why, you are ACP’s mum, did you not give good values to your son, keep Mishti away from our children. Shweta argues.
Bebe asks Shweta and the ladies to stop it. The ladies take their kids. Bebe asks why were you arguing, what wrong did they say. Mishti says no one will play with me, why, am I bad. Bebe says no, come with me, you are not bad, we will play. Juhi asks Shweta did she get peace, even Mishti is understanding now, when she grows up, she will ask me, why did my marriage not happen with her dad.Avni says when Mishti grows, people will ask her why are her parents not married, what will she say. Neil says we will teach her saying truth, that this family loves her a lot, she has a mum, dad and an angel too. Juhi asks Mishti not to worry, she is with her. She hugs Mishti. Bebe says if you think about Mishti, you will understand everything Shweta. Avni says Mishti will struggle with the questions like me. Neil says I have a living example in front of me. Avni says you don’t know the hatred and anger inside me, you have seen me, not that 12 year old girl, whose her Dadi told her in front of her dad that she is…. She cries. She says you can’t feel what I feel, no one can understand, Mishti will become another Ananya. He says we won’t let this happen, even if she becomes Ananya, some Neil will be there to protect her. She says you are overconfident. He says I learnt this from you, we will make this possible. They hug.
Avni says maybe Neil is saying right, Mishti can cope with her past, she has the family to love her. Juhi stops Avni and says you won’t go to Mishti now. Avni asks why, we both want the same thing. Juhi says no, Neil and I will manage our daughter, I m thankful for your favor. Avni says I saved your life, so that I can give you a better life. Juhi says what did I get, Mishti hates me because of you. She sees Mishti and cries. She says I can’t bear this, I decided to take her away from here forever. Avni asks did you ask Neil. Juhi says I will just ask him. Mishti goes. Juhi says don’t come between us, stop showing rights on Mishti, because I didn’t show my rights on Neil till now, one more thing, Mishti will eat food which I make for her, don’t forget this. She goes. Avni cries. Neil looks on.
Avni thinking of Mishti. Neil comes to the room. She cries and hugs him. Main vaari jaavan…..plays….Neil gets close to her. She gets away. She says you know I love you a lot. He says no, I know what you are trying to say, I don’t want to listen. She asks how can we so selfish that we ruin a girl’s life for us, this is not lose. He says no, your mind needs rest. She shouts enough Neil, this is not the time to sleep, how long can we get saved from questions, do you want such life for Mishti, I have lived such life, I have seen my mum’s pain, we both used to hide the truth, we were together and alone, I used to just get taunts or hatred from people, just an illegitimate child can understand my life, I used to hide newspapers from mum, one day I was called a sin child, illegitimate daughter, then Ashish’s marriage news got published, I tried hard to hide this, but mum got to know this, I didn’t see just tears in her eyes, it was her pain which one can just feel and not express. She asks Neil does he want Mishti to go through the same pain, she just wanted a normal family, but I didn’t get it, Mishti will also want this when she grows older, she is in my place, she wants her mum and dad together, so we have to part our ways now, we have to separate. He gets shocked. He says no, we won’t.
She says Mishti will get same childhood like me. He says I have always seen you strong. She says Neela was with me. He says you are Mishti’s Neela. She says no, Juhi is not Aisha, I m not Neela, there is much difference. He asks what’s the difference. She says Juhi has fallen weak, she needs your love. He says but I don’t love her, what will Mishti go through when she knows her dad loves someone else. She says you don’t get it. He says you don’t get it, I can fight with the world with your support, I m nothing without you, try to understand, please. They cry.
Vidyut says I will feed mum by my hands today. He waits for Gurumaa. He gets a shock when he sees Neela at the door. She asks why do you want to celebrate, to ruin Avni’s dreams. She sees Avni’s pics and asks Vidyut to shoot Avni like Dayaben, Avni is stubborn, she will fight back, you can pressurize Neil, my Avni never loses. He says I also don’t lose. She says you can never fail my upbringing, she will tolerate anything but not break, you won’t know the meaning of upbringing, even your mum doesn’t know this. She taunts him and leaves. He says I will break Avni, I will not let my mum’s upbringing fail.
Bebe says I m not Dayaben to force a girl to hit stone, how will I fight with society. Shweta says we accepted Mishti, she is part of our family, we will give her much love. Bebe says love is not enough, Mishti has hurt her mum, she has heard bad in the park, do you want to give her such a life. Shweta asks what do you mean. Shweta says do you mean we should get Neil and Juhi married. Bebe says yes. Shweta says sorry, I will never let this happen. Bebe says marriage will take place, or this girl will leave from this house, decision is taken.
Gurumaa comes to Vidyut and asks what happened to you. He says Neela came and said I will lose, she will defeat me. She says Neela can’t make me lose, when your dad has beaten me a lot, what happened. He says I killed him. She says you promised me you will not say this. He says sorry. She says I hugged you, you said when you grow up, you won’t let anyone hurt me, its our secret, I stayed in jail for so many years to save you. He says I promise I will always take care of you. She says Avni has a big weakness, Dayaben told me about it, its time to talk to second pawn of Khanna family. She calls someone.
Its morning, Bebe sits in the park and cries. Gurumaa comes to meet her. She says you made an excuse and came here. Bebe says no, I have apologized to Lord for the sins you are making me do. FB shows Vidyut telling Bebe that he is Mishti’s father. He shows her the video. She sees Maddy and Kareena caught. He threatens her and asks her to do as he says. He gives her the fake report. FB ends.Bebe cries and asks why are you doing this, Neil loves Avni a lot, he won’t agree for marriage. Gurumaa threatens her and leaves. Bebe cries.