My desire 20 December 2022: Rudra excitedly reaches hotel room to meet Preeesha and stands shocked seeing Devika instead. Preesha peeping from behind remembers booking a banquet hall in hotel, messaging Devika from Rudra’s phone to reach hotel Diamond in the evening, and deleting the message from Rudra’s phone. Out of flashback, she calls Rudra and apologizes that she planned this surprise via him for Devika as she as hurt and requests him to act as if he threw this surprise. He looks at door. She hides and walks away. Serial’s title track plays in the background. Devika hugs Rudra from behind and thanks him for his surprise, says bhabhi already informed her about his surprise and she is lucky that she is getting such a nice soulmate.
Rudra returns home after sometime. Preesha says she did it as Devika was hurt. He pins her to window and asks what about him, he was worried that something happened to her, holds her intimately and says he would have died if something had happened to her. She says he should think about Devika as he is marrying her. He insists her to tell him she loves him.Preesha notices a boy with Mishka and Ahana and says the boy must be Saransh. They both rush to Ahana’s house and knock door. Ahana opens door and is shocked to see them. They both search Saransh. Ahana asks why did they barge in like this and shouting Saransh. Preesha says Saransh is alive. Ahana acts surprised and says Saransh is dead.
Preesha warns to dare not say that as Saransh is alive. Ahana asks Rudra to tell her that he accepts Saransh is dead. Rudra says he is not. Mishka asks how can they say that. Preesha says they are spying them via the opposite house. Rudra says they know Saransh is here and walk towards a locked room. Mishka and Ahana stop them. They forcefully enter the room and see a small girl paintining. Ahana stops them and says nobody will touch Krishna. Rudra asks if she is Krishna. Ahana says she is and let us go out and talk. They walk away. Ahana pampers Krishna, walks to them and says they can shout Saransh, but they will not get him in the whole world. Preesha asks who is Krishna. Ahana reveals that Krishna is her daughter and hence staying with her. Preesha shocked asks how can she have a daughter. Ahana says just like Saransh was Preesha’s adopted son, Krishna is her adopted daughter.
She tells them a story that she saw an accident where a couple died leaving a small girl, she couldn’t see the girl crying and adopted her; she was feeling lonely after Rajiv’s death and thought Kabir will clear her loneliness, but he was a betrayer; she legally adopted Krishna and is taking her back to London. Mishka asks if their drama is over, they should leave. Ahana says she can understand their pain as she is also mother now, they should realize that dead people won’t return and they should let her move on in life. They both walk away. Ahana continues her acting and relaxes once they leave. Mishka praises her performance and thinks they trust her after acting, and once they are back to London, it will be a new beginning for them.
Preesha with Rudra returns to their rented house and thinks she cannot believe Ahana can change and adopt a child, she lost her last hope of getting back Saransh. Rudra plays Meri Rooh Ka Parinda Phadpadye… song and mimics singing. Preesha asks what is he doing. He drags her to dance. She says he won’t gain anything with this. He asks if she is not enjoying. She says they lost Saransh, switches off music, and asks him to get back into his senses. He cries that he doesn’t want to as their Saransh has gone forever. They both cry hugging each other. He tries to get intimate. She stops him and says they cannot be together now as he will marry Devika tomorrow.
He shouts he doesn’t want to and insists her to accept that she has a feeling for him, he will stop his marriage with Devika and will stay together far away from Delhi.Rudra tells Preesha that he will go and stop his and Devika’s marriage right now. Preesha reminisces her bonding with Anvi and Arman, stops Rudra and says their worlds have changed and they cannot be together, he has his own family and she has a small daughter and a husband who need her, so she cannot stay with him. He asks in exchange of sacrificing her love, their togetherness is truth and she is fooling herself. She says he is fooling himself instead, she is married and has a daughter who kept her alive after Saransh’s dead, she has a husband who supported her when Rudra left her after alleging her of her son’s death, her husband stopped her from dying reminiscing the incident and says her husband took her to his house without any questioning.
She says Devika considers her as her sister and tried to commit suicide when marriage broke last time, he can be selfish and think of us, but she cannot be selfish like him; she came here for Saransh and when he is not there, she cannot be wit him. He asks what about their love. She says their fate will decide it and walks away with her bag. He cries vigorously. A punjabi song plays in the background. She waits for a cab. He says he will drop her home as she is alone and its not safe. She agrees and accompanies. He holds her hand and looks at her one the way. She frees her hand and heads towards her house while he thinks she loves him and will look back. She thinks she will not or else she will get weak.
its not safe. She agrees and accompanies. He holds her hand and looks at her one the way. She frees her hand and heads towards her house while he thinks she loves him and will look back. She thinks she will not or else she will get weak.Preesha returns home. Anvi happily hugs her. Devika asks how is she and says without her, she was feeling bored without her. Chachaji says they were all missing her and introduces her to their lawyer Mr Kansara. Rudra informs her that his parents had opened a trust in Devika’s name and now after marriage, all the money will be transferred into her name and Mr Kansara is doing the formalities. Mr. Kansara says all the paper work is done. Rudra returns home. Sulochana and Sharda get happy seeing him back.
He walks into his room and cries remembering all the incidents happened in the rented house. Preesha also cries reminiscing the events. They both lie down on floor. Preesha thinks they cannot be together again. Rudra thinks why can’t they be together.Next morning, Devika knocks Preesha’s room door. Preesha opens door and and asks what happened. Devika nevoursly says she didn’t sleep whole night thinking about her biggest day of life, she is looking dull and wants to look best on her wedding. Preesha calms her down. Devika hopes Rudra loves her a lot after marriage. Preesha says Rudra loves his dear ones selflessly. Once she leaves, Arman walks in and asks if something is missing as he doesn’t want anything missing in his sister’s wedding. Preesha comforts him next. Once she leaves, she looks at Rdura, Saransh and her pic and thinks Rudra no more can be part of her life again.
She is about peel the pic off when Anvi calls her and she leaves hiding the pic again. On the other side, Sulochana serves breakfast to Rudra and says from tomorrow Devika will serve him breakfast. Sharda says yes and hopes Devika keeps him happy. Bunty with guest visits and asks Rudra if he is happy as he is getting married to Devika and his life is getting back on track, even Preesha must be happy in her life. Rudra thinks he cannot let Preesha go away and has to get her closer to him again. He tells Sharda that he is going out. Bunty says he will go, but Rudra leaves.
Rudra reaches outside Preesha’s house and messages her to meet him out. Preesha meets him and asks why did he come here. He gives her gift and says she told she wants to be with her family, but he knows she loves him and cannot live without him and hence she should accept her love for him. She asks him to go as he is marrying tonight. He pleads that he cannot live without her and she should leave him, etc., and hugs her saying he loves her. She also reciprocates. Arman notices them.