Gangaa 4 January 2021: kashish says that she never was a part of this relation, and his life, and that she shall leave this city, and his life too, as she has applied for a transfer. she sarcastically thanks him for everything, and turns around to leave. the couple eye her going tensedly.
Back home, ammaji is fervently praying, while maharaj comes with a glass of milk, and finds her ardently praying to the lord, for niru’s safety. he tries to get her to eat so that she can have meds. she asks how can she, when niru is battling with death. she starts panting, but then says that she shall go to her guruji rightaway, to seek any religious solution that he gives, and says that she never sought anything. he begs her not to ask him, as she isnt well to go. but she is adamant and hollers at him to comply to orders. he is in a dilemma, as she is adamant on her stance.
Madhavi starts getting impatient, as she waits outside, and bad thoughts keep flashing. ganga continues to assure her that everything shall be fine, and that their love and ammaji’s blessings are with him. she asks her not to think worse thoughts.
As the doctor finally comes, MAdhavi hurriedly asks him about niru. tells them all that niru had an angioplasty and shall be fine, as it was a minor attack. they are relieved. but then the doctor asks him to get some tests done on niru. they are tensed. but comply. ganga asks whats tests and if its serious and niru is in trouble. the doctor says that they shall know and be able to tell for sure only after the test results. he leaves giving them permission to meet niru.
madhavi is tensed as to what could be the reason and if its something serious. ganga assures that everything would be normal, and asks her to maintain her face, as she wouldnt want to meet niru in tension, since that would adversely affect him. madhavi complies and they both go in, while he groggily opens his eyes.
madhavi asks him if he is okay and isnt in much pain. ganga and krishna ask this to him too, after ganga tells him that he can return home, after some tests. supriya and pulkit come too. all are alarmed.
Finally, they get niru home. ammaji is relieved to see him safe and sound, and hands him prashad. she sits by his bed, and continues to banter about her concern for his health, the same way that the doctor must have told him. she breaks down emotionally, having contained himself for so long.
she says that she cant see him like this. he asks her not to worry, holding her hand, as he is absolutely fine. he says that he is tensed as both his sons are upset in their life. madhavi distracts him, and asks him not to think like this. ammaji complies. just then, ganga comes with a glass of water.
they all eye her tensedly, as ganga gives him the meds. she then gives him the prescribed porridge asking him to simply have it and not look for taste. she then turns to leave, when he stops her. she turns around teary eyed, as he apologises. she asks him not to, but he insists that she shouldnt stop him today, as he almost felt he would be finished today. she begs him not to say so, as they need him.
madhavi and ammaji are distraught. niru says that he couldnt do justice to her, as he wanted them to be together, and hopes that he had taken the right decision at the right time. ganga asks him to stop blaming himself, as time is at fault along with destiny and situation, and asks him not to bother for her, as she wont go anywhere, till she gets completely okay.
she tries to get personal saying that he has to comply to what she says and if he doesnt, she shall scold him. he smiles amused. she asks him to have his food, and then kisses his palm, and leaves. niru eyes her.
In her room, ganga is distraught wondering what and why this is happening. she thinks that niru is broken apart by their differences, and wonders how to explain this to niru, that he isnt the reason why they are separate and there isnt any solution to why they are apart, and it cant be solved even.
the doctor calls and tells ganga over the phone that niru’s test results have arrived, and she can come and collect, and hopefully if she can come alone, its best. ganga complies, but is extremely tensed. the screen freezes on her face.
At the hospital, amma assures niru that ganga was right and that he shouldnt blame himself. asking him to rest, they both leave ordering him not to bother himself unnecessarily thinking about wrong stuff. Madhavi is extremely tensed that nothing should happen to him, while ammaji says that nothing shall. she says that she cant stay without him. ammaji consoles her.
Ganga waits impatient, for the doctor who finally arrives. when he comes, she anxiously asks him whats the matter, asking if niru is okay and nothing happened to him. he says that he wished to talk to her, before talking to the rest of the family. she is incredibly tensed. the doctor hands ganga the reports. he shows them to ganga and says that niru has blood cancer.
ganga is aghast to hear this, and then eyes the reports in utter disbelief. she is aghast and refuses to believe and asks him to check yet again, as niru cant be suffering from this. he asks her to relax, as the results wont change as this is the truth. she collapses in the chair, and the doctor asks her to be calm as she has to take care of his family. he says that he also has something else to say.
she is apalled as the doctor says that he has very less time, at the most six months. ganga gets distraught. he says that he shouldnt say, but still they should try and keep him as happy as possible, and not give him any stress, shock or tension.
he says that he knows niru for years, and he would keep brooding over it, and hence its best that he doesnt know about it, and best is its for her to decide when he should get the news, if he should. he talks about his daily diet and medical prescriptions, and asks her to go over it, and talk to him in case of doubts.
ganga takes it all and then walks out in a daze. the doctor is tensed too. As she steps out of the room, ganga is still unable to believe, and walks groggily, but then composes herself and starts walking yet again. she remembers her initial meetings with niru and their entire journey so far.
Ganga listlessly walks on the road, and then sits by the side. she wonders why is this happening, and if she has such ill fate that after her father, she too would be bereft of him. she says that he taught her to fight and brave all odds, as she remembers her instances with niru, who identified this survival instinct in her.
she thinks that she doesnt have the strength to bear this pain, and if she cant manage herself, then how shall she break it to him. she wonders what to do, as death has no control, but she isnt ready to lose him just yet. she cries inconsolably. ganga gets a call, and she thinks that she cant tell madhavi at all about this. she cancels the call, but madhavi gets increasingly tensed and continues to call. finally ganga picks up.
Madhavi asks ganga, on the phone, as to where is she, and why did she go to the doctor, and not wait for her. she then asks about the reports too. she asks why she went alone, and then asks about the reports. ganga fights back her tears, and lies that everything is normal.
Madhavi says thats okay but if she asked the doctor why did he faint then. ganga is speechless, but then distracts her and says that there is nothing to worry about, and she shall come home and detail, as the network is bad here and her battery is low too. madhavi complies and asks her to come fast. ganga cancels the call, wondering how shall she tell them all.
Ganga comes to the temple, and complains about how she has always stayed beside her, and understood whatever fate she landed her, then why this today. the priest comes and asks her not to think like that, as god always has a motive behind doing what he does. she however retorts back saying that she never listens to the devotees, and how she always torments those who pray for her day and night. she vents out her entire frustration at the idol, and wonders how shall she tell them all about this.
Ammaji attends to niru, while they talk about how for a parent, children are the utmost priority. krishna comes and asks if he is okay. he banters amusedly. she says that ganga was very tensed, and niru says thats because she loves him. krishna says that she always listens to him, and asks her to agree to stay with sagar. he says that he shall not want her to forcibly say something or do something, that she wont like, but comply out of respect.
krishna says that ganga loves sagar a lot they get tensed. juhi comes and asks if she can have an apple. he complies and offers to krishna too. but she walks out denying. he asks ammaji what to say and how to explain it to krishna. she asks him not to bother, as all shall be okay soon.
Ammaji gets the list ready for a puja, warning madhavi that this fast is very rigorous, but madhavi is sure that she shall do it. they are about to go shopping, when they wonder why hasnt ganga come back yet. As she arrives back home, ganga is crowded by madhavi and ammaji, who impatiently ask her what did the reports and the doctor say.
Madhavi asks ganga how is he, and she tells them all that she had told that everything is okay. ammaji believes, but she sees ganga’s tenzsion behind the pretentious smile. madhavi demands to see the reports. ganga is shocked, but lies that its with the doctor, who shall give them all together, ammaji starts rejoicing, while madhavi is still tensed. she rushes to the market nevertheless, telling ganga about the fast, that grives ganga all the more, as she remembers what the doctor said.
Krishna makes niru see the analogy as to how ganga feels for her, then he must be feeling for sagar too. he then asks her to make him speak to sagar. krishna complies. Sagar talks on video chatting, asking niru about his health. niru says that nothing happend. sagar says that madhavi didnt say anything, but he wishes to know everything. niru gets down the bed.
he starts walking and jumping, also just to prove that he is absolutely fine, and they are exaggerating it unnecessarily and that he is hale and hearty. he adds that he has to live many more years. ganga comes and finds him like this, and is reminded of the limited time that he has. she is apalled. he starts talking about how he feels burdenede that his sons are completely unsettled in life. she hears this distraught.
sagar gets emotional hearing this. ganga begins to go, when niru and krishna ask her about the reports. ganga wonders what to say, while sagar waits. she wonders how to shatter his dreams and hopes, and that he wouldnt be able to bear this, and die like this. they nudge her to talk up, but she doesnt have the guts. as he talks about dying, sagar and ganga get upset.
she says that its all normal and asks him not to overstress. then they talk back to sagar who asks him to take care, while ganga leaves from there. he is extremely upset but is relieved that ganga is there to take care.
In her room, ganga is apalled as to what is happening and why, and how is he leaving them like this. she is apalled to find that she would be bereft of niru very soon. while she is inconsolably crying, she hears screams of the children playing with niru. she finds him, coming out, playing with them, and then panting for breath.
she gets concerned, and then slams the children for being so careless. madhavi comes and finds her like this, and asks her to calm down. krishna sulks. niru and madhavi calm her down. he goes in to rest.
madhavi is tensed and then asks ganga whats the matter as she has never screamed at children, then why today, as she claims that he is okay, then why bother so much. she asks if there is anything that she is hiding. ganga lies and denies. after MAdhavi agrees to her statements, adding that she kows she doesnt lie and leaves, ganga is apalled, at the way she is deceiving everyone.
In the corridor, ganga walks lost, when niru confronts her, and asks whats wrong with him, as she is behaving weird. she gets baffled, and denies. he asks her to clearly speak up, whats bothering her. she makes an excuse and says that he hasnt eaten yet still, and she cant see him like this.
he claims that he cant eat such plain food, and talks of snacks. she denies, but then gets affected when he emotionally blackmails her. she gets affected, and rushes to make it. he is overjoyed.
While she is making in the kitchen, ganga finds madhavi coming in, who asks who is she making it for. ganga says that its for niru. madhavi reprimands her for giving such food, when he is strictly prohibited oily food. ganga tries to say that a couple wont make any difference.
madhavi lashes at her for being so irresponsible. ammaji comes, and madhavi complains to her. ammaji too lashes and asks her to stop. madhavi laments as to what she is upto, and asks her not to do so again. ganga wonders what dilemma she is placed in.
In the room, while supriya is working, pulkit tries to strike a conversation, but she goes in, and then is reminded of his affair with kashish. she is deeply hurt, but wonders if onl he is to be blamed. she starts lamenting at the scenario.
Later, ganga secretively gets them for niru, while he is asleep. she wakes him up, after remembering how he also used to do the same for her. they sit down to talk. she talks about how she got scolded, and asks him to finish it soon. he eyes her talking emotionally about his liking. she gets emotional as she eyes him savouring them. she hugs him tightly, while he talks about what happiness she brought.
he urges her to start afresh with sagar and clear everything between supriya and pulkit somehow. she tries to distract him from the topic, but he says that he knows she shall fulfill it. the screen freezes on her shocked face.
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