My Identity 9 July 2021: The Episode starts with KK telling Mitali that Neil would have gone to hotel. She calls Neil. Sunehri gets a drink. She goes to kids and says lets go home. KK says you naughty kids, I have arranged a screening of my next movie, come with me. Avni takes Neil and makes him sit. She says now sleep. He says no, as soon as I close my eyes, you will vanish, I won’t close my eyes and I won’t let you go anywhere. He kisses her hands. She says I m here, close your eyes.
He closes eyes and then sees her. They smile. She says close your eyes, go to sleep. He says hold on, this is the only way to know if you are here or not, if you make tea for me, then its a dream, Avni doesn’t know how to make tea. She says I will be back soon, keep eyes closed. She goes. He says Avni was poha queen. She cries thinking of their moments. Samrat says congrats for new film, but we have to leave. KK asks why, just stay. Sunehri says we should go, he is here. Tara asks who. Sunehri says just come.
DD calls out Sunehri. Neil says please come back Avni. Avni gets tea. Neil drinks tea and says this tea….tastes good, it means this is a dream, you will leave me alone like before. They cry. She hugs him and says I will be always with you. He says please don’t say this again, you had said this earlier, that you will never leave me, that was the last time I kissed you, you were in my arms, I assured you I will make everything fine, the last time I disappointed you. They cry. He says please forgive me, I m sorry.
He sees her tear and says these are real tears, you are really here. He kisses her and says had I known that it would be our last day, I would have lived like there was no tomorrow. She thinks Neil doesn’t know I m really here, I have few hours to spend with my Neil. She says fine then, I m with you again, live this moment thinking we are together for the last time, we will cherish these moments forever. He hugs her.
DDsays stop crying. Sunehri says you met me after 10 years, I kept fast for you, I have quit smoking and drinking, my life has become decent. DD says its good, why are you crying, I have even learned to take care of kids, I have waited for you for long. She cries and gets on knees. She asks will you marry me DD. He asks what. She says marry me. Samrat says so you are that DD, whose name she utters in sleep. Mitali says Neil isn’t in hotel. DD says don’t worry, he would have gone somewhere.
Neil and Avni lie down and see the stars. She asks what memories do you want to make with me. He says if we were someone else, would our lives have been the same, had we not met like thief and cop, had we not been fighting with evil, had we been normal people, would everything between us have been fine? Would we be happy, would we stay together? She says I see a dream every night, we stay together away from this world and noise, living those innocent happiness, this wait keeps me alive Neil.
He says I hope this night never ends, may you and this night comes here forever. They see each other. KK says coffee isn’t imp, you are. Saisha thinks Avni has gone home, thank God. She drinks coffee. He asks are you okay. She says ya. He says lets end this awkwardness and meet each other again, I m Karan Kapoor, I m an actor, my dad is a film producer and my mum is sweet, my family is tradition, what about you, is that your family. She sees everyone. He asks who are they.
Neil says our life would had been good, I would be police officer, you would be criminal counsellor, we would have been together, Mishti would have been treated as eldest among our children, why didn’t this happen. Saisha says I stay in beautiful house, we call it Sukoon house, my mom runs that orphanage, I m her helper and princess, these kids stay with us. KK says that’s sweet, what does your dad do. She sees Mitali and says my dad works as a police officer in Mumbai.
He says great, I love police officers, their job is tough, maybe I have met him, but one more thing, you were the one who was supposed to sing, but your mom has sung so well, she has a beautiful voice, I feel she is blessed. She says well, I sang today, mom was lip syncing, our voices sound familiar. He asks really. Neil and Avni cry holding hands. Bolna mahi bolna…..plays…. Neil says you told me that you would never leave me, then why…… Avni says I m not going anywhere, I m right here with you.
Avni saying I m with you Neil. Neil sleeps. She says sorry but I have to go, its because I end up hurting you always, I m taking away the pain with me. She leaves his hand and goes. Saisha sings Adha ishq…..KK says you are so talented, amazing…. He holds Saisha’s hand. Samrat looks on. Tara says we have to take Sunehri home. KK says I will get you all safely dropped after movie screening. Some men come to Sukoon house and say there is no one at home, we will ignite fire.
Neil wakes up and looks around. He thinks where am I, I was at a party. He goes.
The power goes. Avni hears the men. She says what are they doing here, I don’t know what to do. Neil comes and asks who’s there. Avni says that’s Neil’s voice, I think he got conscious. Goons run. Neil sees the place and says Sukoon house, how did I come here, anyone home? He goes out and sees Tara and Sitara getting Sunehri. Sunehri says did you two get back again. He asks who two. She says you are acting innocent. Tara asks is everything fine.
He says yes, what are you guys doing here, why. She says we three run this orphanage Sukoon house.He says I feel good to know your lives changed. Sunehri says the best thing is you both met again, a river meets ocean and here ocean has come itself. Avni looks on. Sunehri says see river has come to merge with ocean. Avni hides. Sunehri says river has gone again, she even hides face. Neil asks who. DD comes and says Sunehri had drink a special thandai in holi party.
Sunehri says you came here looking for me, lets get married with this ocean as witness, fill my maang, marry me. Neil smiles.Avni signs Tara and Sitara. DD says this is what I meant. Tara says Sunehri is not in senses, we will take her away. DD says Mitali was calling you. Neil says phone was off, don’t know how I came here. Avni hides. Neil says Sukoon ghar, my time was spent in peace, but I don’t remember anything, like some dream, there is something here, I like to come here again and again, it makes me feel like home.
Tere dar par….plays….. Avni hugs his shirt and cries thinking of him. Neil goes. Mitali answers DD’s girl and says you got Neil, fine go to hotel, what’s happening, how did he go to Sukoon house. KK says I hope this lady cop likes the movie, what if she complains to dad, I have an idea. He says Saisha, your dad is a cop right, if I m in any problem, will he help. She says yes but… He says call your dad and tell him that your friend is in problem. Mitali says KK, nice film, congrats, I will drop kids. KK says its fine now. Saisha says I owe you a help.
KK says stay beautiful, we shall meet again. Mitali asks Saisha to enjoy this feeling, she knows Saisha likes KK. Saisha says wow, you save people and give love advice too. Mitali says you can come to me for any help. They hug.Sunehri says I didn’t know anything after having thandai, sorry. Avni says its okay, Neil can’t see me, we have to do something. She sees Neil’s shirt. She recalls him. She says I will return this to Neil. She stops. She says he was so close to me after ten years, he was looking at me like some dream.
Neil closes eyes and recalls Avni. Tere dar par….plays…. He says ten years, I was looking for you, I never found you, when I risked life, you started meeting me, but today I didn’t do anything such, how come I have seen you, what’s so special in this place. Tara says if Neil finds out that you are alive. Avni says no, he thought I m his imagination, those hours will be like a dream for him, Neil shouldn’t know I m alive.Neil goes live on his show.
He says welcome to Raabta FM, lets talk of some moments that makes life worth living. Saisha sees the time and plays her fav show. Avni hears Neil on radio. Neil says I came close to my love today, I saw my love right in front of me. Sunehri and Avni see each other. Saisha says this guy is crazily in love, listen to his show, come. Neil says I saw her like a dream, I never told you that I stopped seeing her, but today I could even feel her near me, it seemed as if I m home, my home, I will not talk about my past, but present, if there is someone in your heart, present becomes even more beautiful.
Avni goes. Sunehri goes to her and says Neil still loves you, he still thinks of you, he is living with your memories, he has come here thinking of you, you should be with him. Avni says I m Nilanjana, not Avni, Avni is dead. She cries.