My desire 20 April 2023: Rudraksh tells Preesha that she made many mistakes till now and he accepted them, but she never hid anything because she had a reason to hide it from him including Ruhi’s truth. He asks why she hid the truth behind his brother Rajeev’s murder and tried to protect his murderer Yuvraj and even lied that he is Roohi’s father; it would have been better if she had killed him. She says he knows that she was loving Yuvraj then and he made her believe that Rajiv met with an accident, she came to know later that Yuvraj killed Rajiv. He asks why didn’t she inform him later, she was with him all the time and never uttered a word; not only Yuvraj is a murderer, she is also a murderer by hiding the truth.
He says he hates her and her face reminds him of Yuvraj who killed Rajiv, so he breaks up with her. She pleads not to do that. He walks away and recalls the moments spent with Yuvraj. Preesha also cries recalling Yuvraj’s words. Rudra determines to get Yuvraj punished and never forgive Preesha who protected Yuvraj.Saransh with Alia notices Preesha sitting on road under the rain and asks why she is siting here. Preesha nervously says she slipped. He asks where is Rudra and where is the car. Preesha says left in his car. He asks how can Rudra leave her alone and says Alia will drop them in her car. Preesha thinks how to tell Saransh that Rudra is misunderstanding her.
She worries for Rudra and calls him, but he doesn’t pick call. They reach home. Sharda asks about Rudra and says he is not picking her call. Preesha calls Rudra again and says he is not picking even her call. Sharda notices her tension and asks reason. Preesha thinks how to inform her why Rudra is angry on her, even she may get angry after knowing the truth. Sharda asks if Dev did something. Preesha nervously says she will go and change and leaves.After sometime, Sharda questions Preesha again if something happened between her and Rudra. Preesha denies. Sharda says she is afraid after seeing the recent events, so they should contact police. Preesha agrees. Rudra walks and says there is no need for that.
He asks Sharda why she is so worried. Sharda asks where was he. He says he was in studio and she knows he doesn’t pick call during recording. She says she was worried that he and Preesha will separate again and asks him to have dinner. He says he had dinner at the studio and leaves for his room. Preesha also denies to have dinner and walks away. Sharda feels something is really wrong between them.Preesha walks to Rudra and says tries to explain the reason behind her silence. He shouts at her to dare not to touch him and says he will never accept her justification. He says she played with his feelings and betrayed him by protecting Yuvraj. She reminds him the circumstances under which they married, she used to hate him and was in Yuvraj’s love then.
He says she still loves Yuvraj and hence hid truth. She says she says Yuvraj had assured him that Rajiv had an accident, he had become close to her parents, she never realized he was the murderer and found to only after a long time; she married Rudra, fell in his love, and got busy in taking care of his family and Saransh; she forgot about Yuvraj’s crime. He continues shouting how can she forget, he can understand that Yuvraj is a criminal, but she betrayed him and will make him die each day, etc. She says he will not feel tortured as she will leave his house. He says he will not let her live in peace.
She says that means he was acting in front of mom. He agrees and says he promised Roohi of a happy famil, so he will act as a happy couple outside the room and live separately inside the room. He picks his pillow and blanket and says she will get punishment and hatred in this room and sleeps on couch. She sits crying. He thinks he hates her. Next morning, Preesha notices Rudra still sleeping and tries to correct his posture. He wakes up and warns her to dare not come near him. He gets inspector’s call and asks him to find Yuvraj at any cost.
During breakfast, Preesha tries to serve sambar to Rudra and he tries to push the spoon away. Hot sambar falls on his hand. Preesha wipes his hand and asks if its paining. Sharda says it would. Rudra says its nothing and takes Saransh and Roohi to school. Sharda asks Preesha why didn’t Rudra take her along, if something is wrong. PReesha lies that Rudra is a teacher now and wants to reach school on time, she will go later. She thinks Rudra wants to act normal in front of kid, she will also act normal and not let children and maa know that there is a problem between them.
Saaransh and Alia rehearse for their annual day function. Vicky spies on them and informs Dev over the phone that Saransh and Aliya are practicing for the annual function. Dev thanks him and asks him to keep an eye them. Vicky peeps back into the practice room and thinks Sarnash took up a feud with the wrong person, now Dev will not spare him. After practice, Alia tells Saransh that they are ready for performance and leaves from there. Dev calls Saransh and warns him to stay away from Alia. Saransh nervously says they are just practicing for the annual day function. Dev threatens him that he will send him to juvenile jail by informing police that he tried to kill him and says he will spend his teenage in juvenile jail and then adulthood in adult jail. Saransh panics and walks out of the practice room. Alia notices Saransh crying and wonders what happened to him suddenly.
Preesha notices Saransh next and asks reason. Saransh tells her that doesn’t want to go to jail. She asks him what really happened. He informs her about Dev threatening to reopen the case and sending him to juvenile jail. Preesha calls back Dev’s number, but finds it of wardboys’. She thinks he is too clever, she needs to gather proof and expose Dev’s truth in front of Revathi to save Saransh. She returns home with Saransh. Sharda asks why they came home early. Preesha sends Saransh to his room and informs Sharda that Dev threatened to send Saransh to jail. Sharda says Dev is crossing his limits, she needs to do something. Preesha says she will and takes food for Saransh. Saransh continues to panic and denies to have food. Alia calls Saransh, and he panics more.
Preesha says its Alia’s call and picks phone. Alia asks Saransh where is he as they need to practice again. Preesha says its her and asks her to send her mother’s number.She informs Sharda that she is going to meet Dev’s mother and leaves home.Preesha meets Revathi and informs her about Dev threatening Saransh to send him to jail. Revathi asks what problem her family has with Dev, reminds that Dev took back case against Saransh, and threatens to stop troubling her son or they will face dire consequences. Their argument starts. Revathi recalls Dev informing that Saransh is behind Alia and roams around her; when he found out about it, he warned Saransh to stay away from Alia, but Saransh instead threaneed him saying he is the school’s trustee and can do anything and brutally harrassed him.
She informs Preesha the same. Preesha says Saransh will never do that, in fact Alia warned Dev to stay away from her and Saransh. She warns her that Dev is deceiving her. Revati says she cansame same regarding Saransh and warns her to not not utter a word against Dev. She reminds her that Dev is in the hospital because of Saransh and threatnes to file a police case against them if something happens to Dev.Rudra returns home with Roohi and asks Sharda if Preesha and Saransh returned home. Sharda informs Rudra about Dev’s threatening call and Preesha went to meet Revathi to handle the issue. Rudra thinks he he needs to handle it in his way.
He enters Dev’s room and threatens him to stay away from his son. Dev screams andcalls Revathi for help. Revati rushes and pushes Rudra away. Dev asks how dare Dev is to threaten Saransh. Dev denies and didn’t call Saransh. Dev says he didn’t and shows his number. Preesha tries to stop Rudra, but Rudra isnsists to see check the phone. Revathi shows him phone and warns him to stay away from her son. She calls the constables and warns Rudraksh and Preesha tha she will get them arrested if they come near her son again.
Preesha takes Rudra out and informs him that Dev called Saransh from wardboy’s number. Rudra confronts her for not informing him beforehand. She says she didn’t have time. He says she keeps hiding things from him since 7 years, hid truth behind Rajeev’s death, Roohi’s birth, etc. She defends herself with her explaination and says she knew he will blame her. He says he wouldn’t question her if she had told truth to him always. Roohi walks in and asks if they are fighting. They deny. She reminds her condition that she will leave them if they fight again. He says even she fights with her friends sometimes. She says she even reconciles with her friends and asks them hug and kiss each other. They hesitantly obey her. Roohi says he will go and sleep now.
Preesha asks her to sleep with them. She happily agrees. Preesha thinks Rudra will sleep on bed at least now.
